2005-05-15 - 12:12 a.m.
i am clueless as to y i always feel this pinch in my heart whenever Tj is mentioned. i lurve her tooo much. Although it is just three months there, the impact she has on me is monumental!! Those memories are simply hmm.... breath-taking. i've never been happier then:).All the warmth, laughter, sincerity etc is extinct in the schls i've been. In Tj, nothin is hidden, emotions are worn on sleeves, guys scream?? masquerades and facades dun exist. We openly tok abt guys we like.
y this sudden rush of emotions?? it's Tjc choir conc on 13 may la. Watching them on stage reminds me of all the happy times i spent there. i actualli cried. Theres no reason fer tears but hurhur...i just did. Tj withdrawal again?? i've told myself many times i'm in Rj, but i seem to be connected to Tj in some way or another.. i cant avoid her. I misses my favourite MOZART rm in Tj music block, i always seek refuge in this practice rm. I missed my scg and my og. I missed my "family" .... my hubby chun kiat, my children audd and daniel. I missed my good fren edo even tho we chat online most of the time. i missed zoe, the cheerful gal who nv fails to uplift my spirits everyday, a daily dose of her smile is enuff to keep u in the pink of healthy moods. i missed my les partner shiqi and her "hehe's". i missed the lonely 1 hr bus ride to the schl every morn. those quiet times allow me space and time to dream and be wrapped up in my own world.
RJ is different......................those times in tj are like the days of wine and roses................